the one & only hello, NAME is me. There are many things that i want to do, despite saying that i will do them after A's, i wonder if i will. teleport chaiyue jolene xavier Daniel michelle cheryl jialing audrey peiwen kevin edison vanessa jovian samantha xueting anne nicholas cass felicia peiqi natalie chaneline elizabeth randy dingyuan elvyn justin CJ alica eirene vivien rishi joanne anabelle leexian darren shijie andrew iqbal joseph bernice ryan kaichuen jocelyn liselle milu arthur ngeederk guanwen marie james roderick menghwee inghian aggie Benji NgeeDerk deborah katrina chengcheng maurice sherrie philip donna qinghuang belmont jiahong zhiyun charlene RCIY Mr Praetorai christus dominus choir TWILIGHT online links take a bow designer:upand-down[c] icon:photobucket whisper |
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Fairytales. There was once girl who wish to be perfect to everyone... But by everyone treats her nice. They bullied her and it broke her heart. She decides that love is a terrible thing and she vowed not to have anymore friends. She was then able to achieve good grades and lived quite happily in her own world.. Meanwhile trying to be perfect in her parents eyes as this always receives praises and rewards from them. She wanted them to be proud of her. She grew up, and she realizes she is missing part of life, building history with other people and she had some friends while she deciding to be involved with leadership position as well thinking this will please her parents even more. After a few years down the road, it got her back to square one. Most of them come and go, she was lucky, she got a few good ones. But she traded this off with good results meanwhile. She had failed. Her parents was obviously disappointed with her. She carried on with life, stumbling here and there. There she is less than perfect than never. They begin to blame her and neglect her.. She found someone special after much heartbreaks. She tries to please her parents once more. It seemed to work for awhile.. But then it doesn't work again. They blamed her once more. She feels she can't trust her parents anymore.. They keep breaking her heart. After all lessons she learnt from them and values she was instilled with, it may be true that using time to earn money is more worthwhile than friends (including family). But she no longer has a heart of steel and is weak.. She needs some sturdy support in the one she has found. But one day when it gave way... This just left her by herself in darkness. To whom can she go to? She just hopes.. That he will come back strong quickly to save both of them.. Like a little girl, she still believes in fairy tale endings.. |